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Post by frances on May 2, 2018 1:31:41 GMT
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Post by frances on May 2, 2018 15:44:06 GMT
Jesus shit, I have many thoughts and no way to organize them and I'm honestly so overwhelmed I wanna die already! Let's just dive right in with thoughts on people I guess. These are incredibly unorganized and half-formed opinions. Lots of I don't knows and question marks. Season 1 I knew who my people were within 24 hours of the game starting. This is not the case this time.
Billy - I've hosted him twice, in Gilligan's and The Colony. He's a good guy, definitely a player. Potentially a person to work with, although I don't really know how he'll connect to the other people on the tribe. Definitely a question mark for me right now.
Carley - Another huge question mark. I've met her IRL a month and a half ago for St. Patrick's Day so that's a fun tidbit. But I really have no idea how to read her and idk if I can trust her at all yet. Gotta talk to her more one-on-one.
Emily - LMAO, she's probably one of the people I'm closest to outside of the game. However, no way in hell do I wanna work with her long term. I will have her back as long as it's good for my game and she has mine, but I would love to get rid of her ASAP. Let's just say...having hosted her for the last month, she's really not someone I wanna trust LMAO. However, I think she'll immediately assume that we're working together because we are such good friends outside of the game which is going to be very awkward. I also fear that she'll immediately wanna work with Ricky based on the winner's thing alone bc I know she's very nervous about that. I'd ideally love to get her out while CYS is still going on bc I know she's distracted by that, but also I'd just really love to not go to tribal council at all and if we do, she's probably not who I'd go for first. I think in the near future, she's someone who's likely to have my back, so I don't wanna get rid of her too soon but I definitely don't wanna be making any long term alliances with her and won't be giving her any information. My fear is that she'll wanna work together and I'll have to play her bc how do you turn someone down LMAO
Mike - Another person I know fairly well outside of this game, we've both hosted each other in kinda joke games (Mimi-aire and Neopets) so we've watched each other play but like...not for real. He can def be a player and def be MESSY. Potentially a person to have my back in the short term but idk if he's someone I'd wanna work with long term. Gotta feel him out more.
Nathan - One of the only people I don't know very well coming in which is REFRESHING. I'd actually love to talk to him more and get to know him. Definitely gotta do some research on him, see who he's played with before and how he did, etc. I have no idea on where he'd potentially stand on this tribe.
Patrick - jesus fuck. get ready for an essay. Somehow we've never played a game together although he's one of the very first people I met in the community (he hosted my first game.) He's hosted me three different times, so he knows my gameplay WELL - literally the only Survivor game he didn't host me in was the first time I played XTC lol. I always swore if I ended up in a game with Patrick I'd go after him LMAO. He messaged me right away and was just like "Please don't target me yet" which had me SCREAMING!!! Honestly, if this wasn't an AS game, I probably would. But this tribe is fucking wild and he's probably the person I trust to have my back the most right now. We've talked a lot and have plans to do a one-on-one later, but we're both really wary of this tribe. It's a lot to navigate and I legit already feel backed into a corner (which, tbh I think everyone kinda does haha, more on that later). I told him last night upfront that I have no plans to be one of his 8 number 1s (because I KNOW that's how he plays) but that I have 100% have his back on this tribe. He swore up and down that he had my back 10000% and that I was REALLY the only person he was saying that to on this tribe which... Who knows if it's really true. I believe him FOR NOW, but I need to be really really careful to not find myself accidentally attached to him longterm and end up trusting him way too much. Which, lbr, could definitely happen. Patrick knows how to get people on his side and him and I have been friends for a while, he's seen me play multiple times and he's seen me as my most vulnerable. I'm worried he could easily manipulate me so I really gotta keep that in check, but on this tribe of nut jobs, he's probably the person I trust most.
Ricky - uuuuuuuuuugh!! We all knew it was coming, but I was PRAYING he wouldn't be on my tribe. And here he is. Ricky is just a lot and he's not particularly someone I wanna play with, especially considering he's a past winner. To be clear, I have nothing against him personally - I just don't like his loud personality in games. It's not how I wanna play and I just don't see myself ever teaming up with him. I 100% want to go for him if we lose and I hope others are thinking along the same lines. I know Patrick's annoyed by him and Mike kinda mentioned last night that he was annoyed by him on call too. I fear that Emily will run into his arms though, especially since they live literally less than 5 minutes away from each other and they're both past winners and I KNOW she feels threatened by that label. I def wanna make a move against Ricky but I can't clue Emily into that at all likely.
Shon - Shon's someone that I kiiiiinda know but don't know super well. We've played minis together but never anything long term. I'm not really inclined to trust him, but I have no idea where he'd potentially stand on this tribe. Definitely someone I gotta feel out more.
Travis - MY KING OF OVERTHINKING :') I gotta get on call with him and see if the magic is still alive, but I def wanna play with him at least on this tribe. I have no idea if he's someone I could work with long term or not, definitely has to be felt out more. We just clicked so well in our original season and unfortunately got robbed of a chance to slay merge together. However, I'm definitely weary of just jumping on board with Travis as my number 1 again. This is a very different setting and a very different scenario. He knows a lot of people here and I really don't know that he would want me to be his #1 again. Plus, I don't really love playing repeat games (working with the same people again, etc.) and that would definitely be quite guilty of that. Idk, a lot of thoughts for my thinker and a situation that needs to be felt out a lot more. But I'm keeping him close for now, we'll hopefully get on a one-on-one later tonight and like I said, at least for the future on this tribe, I'd love to work with him. He did mention really liking Emily though and he'll probably wanna pull her in, and like I said, she's someone I don't really wanna work with. I don't wanna say that to him though, that could so easily get back to her. The only person I've voiced my mistrust in Emily to is Patrick bc I know he agrees.
Trevor - Trevor's another person on the cast I kinda know but not super well. He told me I'm one of the only people he knows at all, and I think he'd be willing to work with me. I've played with his boyfriend before and am playing with with him again in a tumblr game right now. Trevor is, from what I know, an incredibly loyal player. He also seems like an absolute gem of a human being and I would actually really like to work with him. I wanna get on a call with him later and try to solidly things with him more, I get really good vibes from him and think we'd be good potential allies.
People I trust most on this tribe: Patrick, Travis, Trevor Question Marks: Billy, Carley, Mike, Nathan, Shon People I don't trust: Emily (I trust her to have my back in the near future but...I still want her out :x) and RICKY
My goal for this week is to shake off those question marks and get some more distinct reads on people. Travis was floating the idea of trying to get a majority together now, but I think that's an awful idea, especially with the one world twist - too much room for information like that to get out. Also, a majority is SIX PEOPLE. No way in hell do I trust six people to keep their mouths shut. This game is gonna be controlled by smaller, shifting voting blocks, mark my words. If we end up going to tribal, I'm hoping we'll get lucky with some sort of group consensus. Ideally, like I said, I'd love to go for Ricky. I'd be perfectly happy going for Emily or even Shon too, and there are certainly others I'd be fine writing down if a good enough reason presented itself and the majority wanted to go that way. It's too early to really be making any kind of definite plans.
The call last night was so fucking awkward. We're all scared shitless, that's pretty clear. I just really fucking hope we can win because I have no idea to trust and no idea what would happen.
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Post by frances on May 4, 2018 16:58:00 GMT
I ACCIDENTALLY RECORDED A TWENTY FUCKING MINUTE CONFESSIONAL I'M SO SORRY
tldr: who the fuck knows who I'm gonna work with everyone's lowkey shady and I trust no one
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Post by frances on May 4, 2018 18:21:56 GMT
THIS BITCH WEARING THIS SHIRT ON CALLS I'M DYIN'
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Post by frances on May 4, 2018 22:24:19 GMT
tldr: I talk way too fast and I think I wanna work with amber??
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