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Post by christen on May 27, 2018 4:03:15 GMT
I THINK I'M SET UP, and usually me panicking is what gets me into trouble. I've been so cool, calm, collected, and calculated this game. I will make a DR this upcoming round with my plan for the upcoming votes, and the rest of the game. I really think I've had a strong social game and a lot of pull on what's happened this game. NOBODY thinks I'm a threat, they don't know what's coming to them!!! I'll forever be underestimated 4lyfe!  |
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Post by christen on May 27, 2018 4:04:10 GMT
Like EVERYONE thinks theyre in control of my vote, that is on purpose. Everything I do has a purpose, as you learned from season 3. MUAHAHAHAHAH. I'm ready to make the necessary moves. Just need to plan and plant the seeds.
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Post by christen on May 27, 2018 4:05:53 GMT
Yes I keep making posts, but I think my ability to make myself NEEDED by most people has been a fantastic strategy so far.. Ill make a vid tomorrow, that's all for tonight.
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Post by christen on May 30, 2018 0:06:03 GMT
Confessional
I'd rather not make a video discussing this only because I don't want to tear up, and I'd rather not give y'all any footage of that LMAO. So I'll type it.
This round has been a very very very difficult one for me personally, and I don't mind opening up about it to y'all. I might want to delete it after this season though. Brady has been telling people I am manipulating men and that none of my bonds in this game are genuine (which is NOT true, I am not about that life). I do try to manipulate, but to play with people's emotions is COMPLETELY DIFFERENT in my mind. Maybe in his own diluted mind he believes that, but I know this is NOT the case. The worst part is I can't expose this without blowing up my relationships in this game. As emotional as I am, I know it's best that I don't blow it up. But I feel blackmailed. Nobody knows how my life was growing up, but the shit Brady is saying about me is the shit my dad used to say about me. In a normal situation, the comments probably seem harmless, but this hits a bad nerve with me. Not only that, but I was blackmailed into secrecy by my father, just like I'm being blackmailed into secrecy now. I wasn't allowed to tell anyone that he said this stuff about me. I've been not doing well this past day, but once Brady's shady ass is exposed for lying, I will feel better. I don't think he's meaning to be malicious so I can't be mad at him, but I will fuck him up in this game. LMAO so I don't think he's a bad guy, as villainous as he is.
I can't let this effect how I play the game. People might believe his bullshit for now, believe that I'm being fake with them (I don't know), but I will overcome and get the last laugh. I will not let my emotions eat me like they did in season 3, I will fight back and prove that my game and the way I strategically carry myself trumps all.
Despite all of this, I'm optimistic. I will make sure he's exposed, and I will build myself back up. Prove why I'm an all-star.
That's all.
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Post by christen on May 30, 2018 0:09:51 GMT
Also I know I have made the right bonds with the right people who will help me make this possible. There are a few people in this game who have made things worthwhile. Like Billy, Trevor, Boosh, thank you guys for being real with me (although maybe yall are being fake LMAO I guess we will see after the season).
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