Post by frances on May 19, 2018 3:31:42 GMT
Everything is still just kinda a mess following John's explosion. Ughhh come on buddy, why'd you have to go and do that?? And now he wants me to just throw my vote if we lose so the vote is 4-3-1, like bitch I'm not gonna do that. You hosted me, you should know I'm not gonna just tHROW my vote the fuuuuuck! I love the boy and I'll still try to do what I can to save him but I'm not gonna sink my ship on his behalf.
The good news is, I don't think anyone suspects I have the idol. Adam is 1000% convinced he watched John get it and it's so fucking good. I feel bad lying to Adam bc he is my #1 on this tribe and I do really trust him, but if I wanna have any sort of chance at saving John, I need him to believe John has it. Plus, at this point, I think it would look shadier for me to tell him now. At this point it has to remain a secret until it's time to come out - Nathan being the only one who knows.
Bodhi wants to go into the game for the long haul with me but also like...I don't know how much I believe that. But for now, I really like him and wanna keep him close on this tribe. However, someone apparently has been telling Trevor that I hate him and am gunning for him. Trevor told this to John who told me but apparently Trevor thinks they're exaggerating anyway and is just trying to pit us against each other. I would LOVE to vote out Trevor of course but I wouldn't say I'm specifically gunning for them... (although I guess he would probably be my #1 choice so maybe I am LMAO). But I could definitely see it being Bodhi who's feeding him this shit. Something to keep in mind.
Going into merge, I have absolutely NO idea who I'm gonna be able to trust. It's all such a fucking shit show. But of course, I gotta make it there first. This challenge is really close and I'm praying we can pull it out but if we go to tribal, it'll definitely be VERY telling.
The good news is, I don't think anyone suspects I have the idol. Adam is 1000% convinced he watched John get it and it's so fucking good. I feel bad lying to Adam bc he is my #1 on this tribe and I do really trust him, but if I wanna have any sort of chance at saving John, I need him to believe John has it. Plus, at this point, I think it would look shadier for me to tell him now. At this point it has to remain a secret until it's time to come out - Nathan being the only one who knows.
Bodhi wants to go into the game for the long haul with me but also like...I don't know how much I believe that. But for now, I really like him and wanna keep him close on this tribe. However, someone apparently has been telling Trevor that I hate him and am gunning for him. Trevor told this to John who told me but apparently Trevor thinks they're exaggerating anyway and is just trying to pit us against each other. I would LOVE to vote out Trevor of course but I wouldn't say I'm specifically gunning for them... (although I guess he would probably be my #1 choice so maybe I am LMAO). But I could definitely see it being Bodhi who's feeding him this shit. Something to keep in mind.
Going into merge, I have absolutely NO idea who I'm gonna be able to trust. It's all such a fucking shit show. But of course, I gotta make it there first. This challenge is really close and I'm praying we can pull it out but if we go to tribal, it'll definitely be VERY telling.